Writerly Ways
Mar. 29th, 2026 11:32 pmI don't have a lot of thoughts today. I have a question. If you self publish, what is your biggest tip? What resources do you use? Do you mind sharing?
It's not easy to find good reliable articles on that. A quick search will, however, bring up a lot of predatory sites offering to publish for you. So you need to be careful out there.
I'm thinking about it for an anthology (down the road, so much to consider) of historic horror. I was turned down for the Stephen King Overlook thing. I expected that of course and appreciate it was quick. What took me by surprise was not the generic 'this isn't right for this anthology' spiel. They said 'we decided to go in another direction.' Huh? Away from me obviously. But they changed the perimeters of this anthology so many times I wonder if they decided to NOT do historical stories and just revolve around the 70-80s where we were told not to write because it was covered. Anyhow, it was a no and on I roll. I did send one out today.
And since people asked to see chapter two of my new novel, I will tuck it in at the end.
OPEN CALL
Revenants Anthology Spirits, ghosts, and revenants ( I plan to submit some small story to this)
KIRBY Fantasy Fiction Magazine Issue 1 Reborn Genre: Second-world fantasy only (I had to look that term up!)
WAXEN Theme: Weird, experimental, and literary horror Genre: Horror with an emphasis on surreal, occult, and experimental work
Ruadán Books is Open For Novellas In April 2026! Theme: Dark speculative fiction exploring the darker aspects of humanity
Genre: Speculative fiction including horror, science fiction, and fantasy (I have to finish that novella. I HAVE to!)
Tales from the Cryptids Theme: Cryptids with agency, transformation, and liminal storytelling
Open submission calls for writers: March 2026
Notes from The Editor’s Desk (March 2026)
Cahava: Now Seeking Submissions
42 Publishers that Accept Direct Submissions of Speculative Fiction
From Around the Web
I'm starting this with some youtubes about self pubbing
Finding The Heart of the Story
Is Your Story Cohesive? What You Should Know
How to Create a Consistent Story Tone (And Why It Matters)
Pacing as Moral Choice
3 Common Mistakes Committed by Self-Published Novelists (And How to Avoid Them).
From Betty
Five Underplayed Commodities for Kingdoms to Fight Over
Should You Give Non-Human Groups Marginalized Traits?
Is It Romance If It Doesn’t End Happily? (I come down on the no it's not if it's not got a HEA)
What Is Subtext? How Does It Work?
How to Identify & Avoid Author Scams Betty unknowingly added right to the self pub question here with this one
Focus on Finishing And this one is coming right for me
Truncating Phrases
Five Tips to Keep Track of Characters Behind the Scenes.
Free Workshop: How to Write Fear That Feels Real
Coping Mechanism Thesaurus: Seeking Therapy
How to Raise Stakes in Your Story: Why Your Hero Must Face Death (and Why It Matters)
Tolkien Reading Day: 4 Writing Lessons from J.R.R. Tolkien Every Author Should Know
A Lesson in Perseverance from Walt Disney
And as promised here's chapter two of the novel. If you want to see chapter one it's
here. I am curious as to what you think if you read them (I will probably be locking both of these soon)
( this one is three points of view )
It's not easy to find good reliable articles on that. A quick search will, however, bring up a lot of predatory sites offering to publish for you. So you need to be careful out there.
I'm thinking about it for an anthology (down the road, so much to consider) of historic horror. I was turned down for the Stephen King Overlook thing. I expected that of course and appreciate it was quick. What took me by surprise was not the generic 'this isn't right for this anthology' spiel. They said 'we decided to go in another direction.' Huh? Away from me obviously. But they changed the perimeters of this anthology so many times I wonder if they decided to NOT do historical stories and just revolve around the 70-80s where we were told not to write because it was covered. Anyhow, it was a no and on I roll. I did send one out today.
And since people asked to see chapter two of my new novel, I will tuck it in at the end.
OPEN CALL
Revenants Anthology Spirits, ghosts, and revenants ( I plan to submit some small story to this)
KIRBY Fantasy Fiction Magazine Issue 1 Reborn Genre: Second-world fantasy only (I had to look that term up!)
WAXEN Theme: Weird, experimental, and literary horror Genre: Horror with an emphasis on surreal, occult, and experimental work
Ruadán Books is Open For Novellas In April 2026! Theme: Dark speculative fiction exploring the darker aspects of humanity
Genre: Speculative fiction including horror, science fiction, and fantasy (I have to finish that novella. I HAVE to!)
Tales from the Cryptids Theme: Cryptids with agency, transformation, and liminal storytelling
Open submission calls for writers: March 2026
Notes from The Editor’s Desk (March 2026)
Cahava: Now Seeking Submissions
42 Publishers that Accept Direct Submissions of Speculative Fiction
From Around the Web
I'm starting this with some youtubes about self pubbing
Finding The Heart of the Story
Is Your Story Cohesive? What You Should Know
How to Create a Consistent Story Tone (And Why It Matters)
Pacing as Moral Choice
3 Common Mistakes Committed by Self-Published Novelists (And How to Avoid Them).
From Betty
Five Underplayed Commodities for Kingdoms to Fight Over
Should You Give Non-Human Groups Marginalized Traits?
Is It Romance If It Doesn’t End Happily? (I come down on the no it's not if it's not got a HEA)
What Is Subtext? How Does It Work?
How to Identify & Avoid Author Scams Betty unknowingly added right to the self pub question here with this one
Focus on Finishing And this one is coming right for me
Truncating Phrases
Five Tips to Keep Track of Characters Behind the Scenes.
Free Workshop: How to Write Fear That Feels Real
Coping Mechanism Thesaurus: Seeking Therapy
How to Raise Stakes in Your Story: Why Your Hero Must Face Death (and Why It Matters)
Tolkien Reading Day: 4 Writing Lessons from J.R.R. Tolkien Every Author Should Know
A Lesson in Perseverance from Walt Disney
And as promised here's chapter two of the novel. If you want to see chapter one it's
here. I am curious as to what you think if you read them (I will probably be locking both of these soon)
( this one is three points of view )
blue flax wins "first winter sown seeds to sprout"
Mar. 29th, 2026 11:36 pmMarch! I'm like the gray cat in that meme where it's looking in one direction going, "What was that?!" and then the image is flipped so it's looking in the other direction going, "What was that?!"
Those cannas are up because of course they are, a couple of dwarf irises bloomed in the front garden this week (first flowers!) and the mystery sprouts out back are definitely probably crocuses. Just, maybe, very large crocuses? One of them has a bud so we'll know for sure soon. Yay crocuses!
Also I just ordered a DNA test for Daphne, my head hurts, and 75fluent starts on Tuesday. Luckily I've already given up so it shouldn't be too hard. None of those things are related. I mean, I assume.
Ima go to sleep but know that I love you ♥
Those cannas are up because of course they are, a couple of dwarf irises bloomed in the front garden this week (first flowers!) and the mystery sprouts out back are definitely probably crocuses. Just, maybe, very large crocuses? One of them has a bud so we'll know for sure soon. Yay crocuses!
Also I just ordered a DNA test for Daphne, my head hurts, and 75fluent starts on Tuesday. Luckily I've already given up so it shouldn't be too hard. None of those things are related. I mean, I assume.
Ima go to sleep but know that I love you ♥
forward planning is for WUSSES
Mar. 30th, 2026 02:07 pmApparently the battery guy wants to come in TOMORROW.
*sigh*
Luckily, I prepped the planned battery site on the weekend. One less thing to think about. Although I guess that's forward planning on my part.
*sigh*
Luckily, I prepped the planned battery site on the weekend. One less thing to think about. Although I guess that's forward planning on my part.
Week in review: Week to 28 March
Mar. 30th, 2026 11:04 am. At the board game meet, we played Lovecraft Letter, Flip 7 with a Vengeance, and Concept. ( Read more... )
. I blew off Parkrun this week because there was a forecast of rain. Another time I'd probably have gone anyway, and likely been fine (the rain didn't start really coming down until after Parkrun had concluded), but it was closing night of the short play season that evening and I decided I owed it to the audience to stay dry and warm and not catch the flu or lose my voice.
. The short play season went very well, with good audiences for a short play season, especially on closing night. The cast and crew all got on well, too, which is always nice. We start rehearsals for You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown tomorrow.
. I've been intrigued for a while by the
no_true_pair fic challenge, in which you choose a set of characters and are given fic prompts for each pair of characters in the list, but the sticking point has always been that I can't make up my mind what characters to do it with. I waffled about joining the latest four-character round for ages, and eventually signed on literally five minutes before the posting phase was opened with a set of characters picked more or less at random. So far, I've written a vignette for one prompt and started on another, and it's been an interesting exercise in thinking about what the paired characters have in common, but I'm not sure it's going to result in anything I actually consider publishable.
. I've completed the jigsaw puzzle I've been working on. In the end, I liked it a lot more than the previous one I tried from the same manufacturer, although I still think the engineering of the pieces could stand to be a bit tighter.
. The latest addition to my daily puzzle routine is Glyph, a Wordle-like game in which you have four guesses to identify a word with the assistance of an image showing the letters of the word stacked on top of each other. I'm enjoying it, and doing pretty well; the only time I've needed all four guesses was the first time I tried it, and that was partly because I'd got the explanation of the letter-order hints back to front.
. I'm not sure what it says that I've been only vaguely aware of NASA's Artemis II mission -- which plans to send a human crew on an observation pass around the Moon, closer than any humans have been in fifty years -- and it was only by chance that I saw a notice that lift-off is scheduled to take place this week (early Thursday morning, Australian time).
. I blew off Parkrun this week because there was a forecast of rain. Another time I'd probably have gone anyway, and likely been fine (the rain didn't start really coming down until after Parkrun had concluded), but it was closing night of the short play season that evening and I decided I owed it to the audience to stay dry and warm and not catch the flu or lose my voice.
. The short play season went very well, with good audiences for a short play season, especially on closing night. The cast and crew all got on well, too, which is always nice. We start rehearsals for You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown tomorrow.
. I've been intrigued for a while by the
. I've completed the jigsaw puzzle I've been working on. In the end, I liked it a lot more than the previous one I tried from the same manufacturer, although I still think the engineering of the pieces could stand to be a bit tighter.
. The latest addition to my daily puzzle routine is Glyph, a Wordle-like game in which you have four guesses to identify a word with the assistance of an image showing the letters of the word stacked on top of each other. I'm enjoying it, and doing pretty well; the only time I've needed all four guesses was the first time I tried it, and that was partly because I'd got the explanation of the letter-order hints back to front.
. I'm not sure what it says that I've been only vaguely aware of NASA's Artemis II mission -- which plans to send a human crew on an observation pass around the Moon, closer than any humans have been in fifty years -- and it was only by chance that I saw a notice that lift-off is scheduled to take place this week (early Thursday morning, Australian time).
Heated Rivalry: Taken by Evilharlowe
Mar. 30th, 2026 03:19 pmFandom: Heated Rivalry
Characters/Pairings: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Alexei Rosanov, Yuna Hollander, David Hollander, Hayden Pike, Jackie Pike, Rose Landry
Rating: Teen
Length: 7394
Content Notes: no AO3 warnings apply.
Creator Links: Evilharlowe on AO3
Themes: Siblings, Action/Adventure, Competence, Established relationship + plot, canon LGBTQ+ characters
Summary: Four months after their wedding, Shane Hollander and Hayden Pike are kidnapped by disillusioned fans who see Shane's coming out and departure from the Voyageurs as the ultimate betrayal. With the police off-limits and a ten million dollar ransom on the clock, Ilya makes the last phone call he ever expected to make — to the estranged brother in Moscow he hasn't spoken to in three years. What follows is a night of unlikely alliances, hockey sticks used as weapons, and the discovery that family isn't defined by blood but by who shows up when everything falls apart.
Reccer's Notes: This is a rare Heated Rivalry story in which Alexei Rozanov isn't a complete shit. He's fairly one-dimensionally a baddie in both the books and the show, but here, while the author doesn't pretend he's a nice guy, the fic leans into him being a police officer and gives him both competence, and underlying family loyalty to Ilya when the chips are down. Another plus is that Shane is far from being a helpless victim. Gripping, and an excellent read.
Fanwork Links: Taken
Characters/Pairings: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Alexei Rosanov, Yuna Hollander, David Hollander, Hayden Pike, Jackie Pike, Rose Landry
Rating: Teen
Length: 7394
Content Notes: no AO3 warnings apply.
Creator Links: Evilharlowe on AO3
Themes: Siblings, Action/Adventure, Competence, Established relationship + plot, canon LGBTQ+ characters
Summary: Four months after their wedding, Shane Hollander and Hayden Pike are kidnapped by disillusioned fans who see Shane's coming out and departure from the Voyageurs as the ultimate betrayal. With the police off-limits and a ten million dollar ransom on the clock, Ilya makes the last phone call he ever expected to make — to the estranged brother in Moscow he hasn't spoken to in three years. What follows is a night of unlikely alliances, hockey sticks used as weapons, and the discovery that family isn't defined by blood but by who shows up when everything falls apart.
Reccer's Notes: This is a rare Heated Rivalry story in which Alexei Rozanov isn't a complete shit. He's fairly one-dimensionally a baddie in both the books and the show, but here, while the author doesn't pretend he's a nice guy, the fic leans into him being a police officer and gives him both competence, and underlying family loyalty to Ilya when the chips are down. Another plus is that Shane is far from being a helpless victim. Gripping, and an excellent read.
Fanwork Links: Taken
Realgar #6 [Tales from the Neighborhood]
Mar. 29th, 2026 06:23 pmName: Everything's A Competition
Story: Tales from the Neighborhood
Plot Thread: Paige Hanby Singularity
Colors: Realgar #6: Dull
Styles and Supplies: Life Drawing, Silhouette, Gesso, Glue (A proposed get-together with a love interest might have to be postponed until much later tonight or perhaps another evening, Aries. This could make you a little blue. Your insecurity might even get the better of you. Does your friend not want to meet? Don't fall into this kind of thinking. Accept that there's a reason and go with the flow. You'll enjoy the date that much more for the delay.), Tempera (Knight of Swords reversed signifies a lack of strategy, where actions are taken without much thought or consideration for the consequences. It suggests a tendency to rush into situations without a clear plan, leading to hasty decisions and potential conflicts. This reversed Knight warns against reckless behavior and encourages the need for patience and careful deliberation. It serves as a reminder to slow down, reflect, and align actions with a well-thought-out strategy in order to avoid unnecessary conflicts and achieve the desired outcomes.), Novelty Bead (disaster bisexual, given here)
Word Count: 3760
Rating: PG
Warnings: A trans character being misgendered/deadnamed for the first part of this, similar to in the first Grant story, also just general teenage drama, because Garrett
Characters: Paige Hanby, Garrett Thomas, Esther Bren, Benjamin Thomas, and brief appearances by Grant, Scott, Scott's dad, and Garrett and Benjamin's dad
Summary: People change. Garrett has trouble dealing with it.
Notes: This is the plot thread that was previously just called "Singularity" - it's named after the character whose real name is a spoiler for the first couple scenes of this piece.
( Everything's A Competition )
( Sim Pictures and Notes (337 words) )
Story: Tales from the Neighborhood
Plot Thread: Paige Hanby Singularity
Colors: Realgar #6: Dull
Styles and Supplies: Life Drawing, Silhouette, Gesso, Glue (A proposed get-together with a love interest might have to be postponed until much later tonight or perhaps another evening, Aries. This could make you a little blue. Your insecurity might even get the better of you. Does your friend not want to meet? Don't fall into this kind of thinking. Accept that there's a reason and go with the flow. You'll enjoy the date that much more for the delay.), Tempera (Knight of Swords reversed signifies a lack of strategy, where actions are taken without much thought or consideration for the consequences. It suggests a tendency to rush into situations without a clear plan, leading to hasty decisions and potential conflicts. This reversed Knight warns against reckless behavior and encourages the need for patience and careful deliberation. It serves as a reminder to slow down, reflect, and align actions with a well-thought-out strategy in order to avoid unnecessary conflicts and achieve the desired outcomes.), Novelty Bead (disaster bisexual, given here)
Word Count: 3760
Rating: PG
Warnings: A trans character being misgendered/deadnamed for the first part of this, similar to in the first Grant story, also just general teenage drama, because Garrett
Characters: Paige Hanby, Garrett Thomas, Esther Bren, Benjamin Thomas, and brief appearances by Grant, Scott, Scott's dad, and Garrett and Benjamin's dad
Summary: People change. Garrett has trouble dealing with it.
Notes: This is the plot thread that was previously just called "Singularity" - it's named after the character whose real name is a spoiler for the first couple scenes of this piece.
( Everything's A Competition )
( Sim Pictures and Notes (337 words) )
Shadowhunters: Weakness and Strength by Marchling
Mar. 29th, 2026 09:09 pmFandom: Shadowhunters
Pairings/Characters: Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Jace Wayland, Isabelle Lightwood
Rating: Mature
Length: 31,296 words
Creator Links:
Marchling
Theme: Siblings
Summary: Years ago, when Alec, Izzy and Jace were just starting going on missions, Alec pushed Jace out of the way of a rare and lethal demon. The demon's power rested in ice and its venom almost froze its victims to death. Alec survived but was warned that he would never truly be cured. The venom would rise up in his blood again and again.
With Valentine making moves against everyone Alec loves, Jace trapped in the Institute and his relationship with Magnus still so new, it's the worst time for the venom to strike him down again... but that's exactly what's happening.
Reccer's Notes: This showcases a lovely supportive relationship between Alec, Jace, and Izzy. Whenever I'm in the mood for hurt/comfort, this is one of the fics I always come back to.
Fanwork Links: Weakness and Strength on AO3
Pairings/Characters: Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Jace Wayland, Isabelle Lightwood
Rating: Mature
Length: 31,296 words
Creator Links:
Theme: Siblings
Summary: Years ago, when Alec, Izzy and Jace were just starting going on missions, Alec pushed Jace out of the way of a rare and lethal demon. The demon's power rested in ice and its venom almost froze its victims to death. Alec survived but was warned that he would never truly be cured. The venom would rise up in his blood again and again.
With Valentine making moves against everyone Alec loves, Jace trapped in the Institute and his relationship with Magnus still so new, it's the worst time for the venom to strike him down again... but that's exactly what's happening.
Reccer's Notes: This showcases a lovely supportive relationship between Alec, Jace, and Izzy. Whenever I'm in the mood for hurt/comfort, this is one of the fics I always come back to.
Fanwork Links: Weakness and Strength on AO3
Sichuan: Land of Abundance
Mar. 30th, 2026 11:47 amAfter Guizhou, the next leg of the China journey has involved a return to Sichuan for several days. Nicknamed "the land of abundance" it receives this appelation initially on account of fertile agricultural plains surrounded by mountains. This is still very important to the province, but these days it is also due to the bustling commercial activity in the capital, Chengdu, and the industrial heartland of Dujiangyan. Like other Chinese cities these have a marvellous mix of old and new and because of the way such cities are designed (i.e., no suburban sprawl) they also provide numerous opportunities for nature to flourish. Visited examples, in order, of such a combination include the Wuhou Temple, dedicated to Prime Minister Zhuge Liang and Emperor Liu Bei, political leaders of the Kingdom of Shu in the Three Kingdoms Period some 1800 years ago; Zhuge's story is particularly impressive.
China is famous for pandas, and no province more so than Sichuan, which is almost overwhelming in panda promotion. One particular site is "Panda Valley", a research, breeding, and rewilding centre that is home to dozens of giant pandas and scores of red pandas. The location, as expected, is quite scenic, with its lush, cool environment providing a pleasant home for these impressive and gentle beasts. Nearby is Mount Qingcheng, one of the most sacred sites to religious Taoism, specifically Zhang Daoling's "Way of the Celestial masters". The mountain area is astoundingly beautiful, with many Taoist temples and shrines well integrated into the environment. Our tour guide took some delight in her argument that giant pandas are Taoist because of their yin-yang colouration.
Nearby is a particularly grand example of ancient engineering Dujiangyan Irrigation System, built over 2,200 years ago and still in use today, a credit to the lead engineer, Li Bing, who managed to see this built without explosives. As the oldest and only surviving no-dam irrigation system in the world, it involved the building of an artificial island that redirected waters during the flood season and released them during the drier months. Since it was built, the Chengdu plain has been free from flooding, and the "water dragon" has been tamed. Unsurprisingly, it is also a UNESCO World Heritage Site.
Sichuan is also home to numerous ethnic minorities, including the Qiang people who live in the forested mountains in western Sichuan, and have their own autonomous county, their own language, religion, and practise their culture, including colourful embroidery. After an interesting and lengthy bus trip, our group stayed at Shiyi mountain village, which included quite a greeting ceremony with local chanting, drumming, and firecrackers at our arrival, and in the evening, a bonfire and dance. It must also be noted that the village was reconstructed after the devastating Wenchaun earthquake. Finally, there was a visit to the Sanxingdui Museum, with its impressive collection of Bronze Age artefacts dating back over 3,500 years. It seems that Sichuan has been a "land of abundance" for many centuries.
China is famous for pandas, and no province more so than Sichuan, which is almost overwhelming in panda promotion. One particular site is "Panda Valley", a research, breeding, and rewilding centre that is home to dozens of giant pandas and scores of red pandas. The location, as expected, is quite scenic, with its lush, cool environment providing a pleasant home for these impressive and gentle beasts. Nearby is Mount Qingcheng, one of the most sacred sites to religious Taoism, specifically Zhang Daoling's "Way of the Celestial masters". The mountain area is astoundingly beautiful, with many Taoist temples and shrines well integrated into the environment. Our tour guide took some delight in her argument that giant pandas are Taoist because of their yin-yang colouration.
Nearby is a particularly grand example of ancient engineering Dujiangyan Irrigation System, built over 2,200 years ago and still in use today, a credit to the lead engineer, Li Bing, who managed to see this built without explosives. As the oldest and only surviving no-dam irrigation system in the world, it involved the building of an artificial island that redirected waters during the flood season and released them during the drier months. Since it was built, the Chengdu plain has been free from flooding, and the "water dragon" has been tamed. Unsurprisingly, it is also a UNESCO World Heritage Site.
Sichuan is also home to numerous ethnic minorities, including the Qiang people who live in the forested mountains in western Sichuan, and have their own autonomous county, their own language, religion, and practise their culture, including colourful embroidery. After an interesting and lengthy bus trip, our group stayed at Shiyi mountain village, which included quite a greeting ceremony with local chanting, drumming, and firecrackers at our arrival, and in the evening, a bonfire and dance. It must also be noted that the village was reconstructed after the devastating Wenchaun earthquake. Finally, there was a visit to the Sanxingdui Museum, with its impressive collection of Bronze Age artefacts dating back over 3,500 years. It seems that Sichuan has been a "land of abundance" for many centuries.
Daily Check-In
Mar. 29th, 2026 08:42 pmThis is your check-in post for today. The poll will be open from midnight Universal or Zulu Time (8pm Eastern Time) on Sunday, March 29, to midnight on March 30 (8pm Eastern Time).
Please, talk about how things are going for you in the comments, ask for advice or help if you need it, or just discuss whatever you feel like.
Poll #34425 Daily check-in poll
Open to: Access List, detailed results viewable to: Access List, participants: 17
How are you doing?
I am OK
9 (52.9%)
I am not OK, but don't need help right now
8 (47.1%)
I could use some help
0 (0.0%)
How many other humans live with you?
I am living single
7 (41.2%)
One other person
6 (35.3%)
More than one other person
4 (23.5%)
Please, talk about how things are going for you in the comments, ask for advice or help if you need it, or just discuss whatever you feel like.
第五年第七十八天
Mar. 30th, 2026 08:47 am部首
水 parts 6-11
沉, to immerse/heavy; 沐, to bathe; 沙, sand; 沟, ditch; 没, not; 沫, foam; 河, river; 油, oil; 治, to rule/to heal; 沾, to moisten; 沿, along/to follow; 泄, to discharge/to leak; 泉, spring; 法, law/France; 泡, bubble; 波, wave; 泥, mud; 注, to concentrate
( pinyin )
https://www.mdbg.net/chinese/dictionary?cdqrad=85
语法
3.16 越...越..., more and more
3.17 part 1: Rhetorical questions with 不是...吗?
https://www.digmandarin.com/hsk-3-grammar
词汇
锻炼, physical exercise
对比, contrast; 对付, to deal with; 对于, about; 针对, in the light of
多次, many times; 多年, many years; 多样, diversity; 多种, various; 大多, mostly
恶心, disgusting/nauseating
儿童, children; 幼儿园, kindergarten
而, and; 而是, but; 反而, instead; 然而, however
( pinyin )
https://mandarinbean.com/new-hsk-4-word-list/
玩玩
Zhang Yihao, 安眠药; Yu Zhepu, 很浪漫先生 (cover of Wang Yiheng’s original); Zhou Shen, 求真. (Sorry for all the male singers! Recommend me some women you’ve been listening to lately?)
三月都快到底了,怎么这么快啊。樱花也有点开花了。大家过得怎么样?好好照顾自己呀。
水 parts 6-11
沉, to immerse/heavy; 沐, to bathe; 沙, sand; 沟, ditch; 没, not; 沫, foam; 河, river; 油, oil; 治, to rule/to heal; 沾, to moisten; 沿, along/to follow; 泄, to discharge/to leak; 泉, spring; 法, law/France; 泡, bubble; 波, wave; 泥, mud; 注, to concentrate
( pinyin )
https://www.mdbg.net/chinese/dictionary?cdqrad=85
语法
3.16 越...越..., more and more
3.17 part 1: Rhetorical questions with 不是...吗?
https://www.digmandarin.com/hsk-3-grammar
词汇
锻炼, physical exercise
对比, contrast; 对付, to deal with; 对于, about; 针对, in the light of
多次, many times; 多年, many years; 多样, diversity; 多种, various; 大多, mostly
恶心, disgusting/nauseating
儿童, children; 幼儿园, kindergarten
而, and; 而是, but; 反而, instead; 然而, however
( pinyin )
https://mandarinbean.com/new-hsk-4-word-list/
玩玩
Zhang Yihao, 安眠药; Yu Zhepu, 很浪漫先生 (cover of Wang Yiheng’s original); Zhou Shen, 求真. (Sorry for all the male singers! Recommend me some women you’ve been listening to lately?)
三月都快到底了,怎么这么快啊。樱花也有点开花了。大家过得怎么样?好好照顾自己呀。
Link
Mar. 29th, 2026 05:47 pmA Master Post of the Torn Veils series is available on
sylph_and_asp.
Reminder that the comm is members-locked, and the fics on SquidgeWorld Archive are site-locked. I grant membership readily, and I have invites for SqWA.
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In the Land of White Death, by Valerian Albanov
Mar. 29th, 2026 05:58 pmIn 1912, the Saint Anna, led by Lieutenant Brusilov, sets out for the Northeast Passage (it's like the Northwest Passage but less interesting), which has been navigated once before; he's mostly interested in hunting walrus and polar bear, etc. They get iced in and drift north for over a year. Albanov, the navigator, is "dismissed from duty" in late 1913 (but is stuck on the ship with everyone else). Early in 1914 he asks to venture south on his own, to avoid being stuck in another winter. About half the crew volunteers to come with him. Most of his party makes it to the Franz Josef Archipelago to the south, but as they're moving east across the archipelago, people get sick or the party just gets split; only Albanov and Alexander Konrad survive. They get picked up by another Russian polar vessel that's also been out of touch for two years, and when they get back, they have to be informed WWI has started. Albanov kept a diary of his trek, and wrote this up in 1917 using that as a basis; he died two years later, from either typhoid or an exploding munitions boxcar (the Russian Revolution was a fun time).
They had to make their own sledges and kayaks before setting off, because Brusilov didn't have any of that kind of stuff, and Albanov spends a lot of time yelling at the guys not to just leave them behind and go on skis, we actually need these to navigate, fools. I can sort of visualize loading kayaks on sledges to cross ice, but lashing sledges to the kayaks to cross the water gaps is impressive! (Later he talks more about "we lashed them on crosswise," but it was hard for me to visualize at first. They start with five sledges and also five kayaks that take turns riding on each other, it's not five sledge-cum-kayak-vehicles.)
Albanov was definitely a member of the Fridtjof Nansen fan club; they have basically no books on the Saint Anna, but they do have a map of Nansen's travels from "Farthest North." He and Johansen had approached the Franz Josef Archipelago from the east (rather than from the west like Albanov), Albanov is trying to find the supplies where they'd made camp, in the middle.
There's one woman on the Saint Anna, Yerminiya Zhdanko. She was originally hired as a nurse, and apparently took very good care of Brusilov during his illness, but also is the crew's "hostess" at meals. Is this just men defaulting to "oh of course the woman will be doing the ~feminine~ jobs"?
Denisov, a harpooner who stays with the Saint Anna, gets about as much biographical background as anyone. He "was half Ukrainian and half Norwegian." But because this is a Russian narrator writing in 1917, Denisov's father's home is in "the Ukraine," oof.
There's probably a spectrum to draw rating all the expedition leader+second-in-command dynamics. But Brusilov is new levels of awful. His POV on the crew asking to leave:
And here's Albanov shortly before their departure:
As they're marching across the ice, two guys steal a bunch of supplies on the guise of a "scouting expedition" and disappear. Albanov is furious, but reasons that they can't waste time trying to track them down. A week later, they reach land, it's great, there is fresh food and flowers and everything is wonderful. Turns out the thieves are also there.
You know how some people really bond together and become friends while facing ordeals together? Yeah nope:
Worsley when they're almost to Elephant Island :handshake meme: Albanov when they're almost to Northbrook Island
not like this, we're so freaking close
The footnotes are detailed and useful, so is the index. (Every time he uses the phrase "white death," take a shot.)
They had to make their own sledges and kayaks before setting off, because Brusilov didn't have any of that kind of stuff, and Albanov spends a lot of time yelling at the guys not to just leave them behind and go on skis, we actually need these to navigate, fools. I can sort of visualize loading kayaks on sledges to cross ice, but lashing sledges to the kayaks to cross the water gaps is impressive! (Later he talks more about "we lashed them on crosswise," but it was hard for me to visualize at first. They start with five sledges and also five kayaks that take turns riding on each other, it's not five sledge-cum-kayak-vehicles.)
Albanov was definitely a member of the Fridtjof Nansen fan club; they have basically no books on the Saint Anna, but they do have a map of Nansen's travels from "Farthest North." He and Johansen had approached the Franz Josef Archipelago from the east (rather than from the west like Albanov), Albanov is trying to find the supplies where they'd made camp, in the middle.
There's one woman on the Saint Anna, Yerminiya Zhdanko. She was originally hired as a nurse, and apparently took very good care of Brusilov during his illness, but also is the crew's "hostess" at meals. Is this just men defaulting to "oh of course the woman will be doing the ~feminine~ jobs"?
Denisov, a harpooner who stays with the Saint Anna, gets about as much biographical background as anyone. He "was half Ukrainian and half Norwegian." But because this is a Russian narrator writing in 1917, Denisov's father's home is in "the Ukraine," oof.
There's probably a spectrum to draw rating all the expedition leader+second-in-command dynamics. But Brusilov is new levels of awful. His POV on the crew asking to leave:
"At first I tried to talk them out of their plan...A small but increasing number of them decided to stay, more than I actually would have liked, but I did not want to force anyone to leave."
AKA our supplies are so limited, he needs some of the crew to leave so the remaining supplies will go farther, and then too many people stayed back with him.And here's Albanov shortly before their departure:
Late in the evening the lieutenant called me once more into his cabin to give me a list of items we would be taking with us and which I must, if possible, return to him at a later date. Here is that list as it was entered into the ship's record: 2 Remington rifles, 1 Norwegian hunting rifle, 1 double-barreled shotgun, 2 repeating rifles, 1 ship's log transformed into a pedometer for measuring distances covered, 2 harpoons, 2 axes, 1 saw, 2 compasses, 14 pairs of skis, 1 first-quality malitsa, 12 second-quality malitisi [a footnote explains that malitisi are sacklike garments used in lieu of sleeping bags], 1 sleeping bag, 1 chronometer, 1 sextant, 14 rucksacks, and 1 small pair of binoculars.
Brusilov asked me if he had forgotten to list anything. His pettiness astounded me.
Albanov's general tone throughout (and I guess this is feasible to put into print if all but one of your comrades are dead) is "why am I surrounded by idiots, you are all so lazy, don't sleep, get up and start sledging." But when they leave someone behind who's dying and unable to be carried, he sends a sledge to go back for him. He says that he's become more religious; he carries an icon of Saint Nicholas, and has a dream of him that he interprets as miraculous.Brusilov asked me if he had forgotten to list anything. His pettiness astounded me.
As they're marching across the ice, two guys steal a bunch of supplies on the guise of a "scouting expedition" and disappear. Albanov is furious, but reasons that they can't waste time trying to track them down. A week later, they reach land, it's great, there is fresh food and flowers and everything is wonderful. Turns out the thieves are also there.
My inner voice whispered the oath I had taken to "shoot the ignominous thieves on the spot if ever I encountered them." Anger rose up inside me again. Then I took a closer look at the fellow: He was truly pitiful and his pleas went straight to the heart. I thought of the miracle that had delivered us from an icy death and how I had just now so deeply felt the beauty of the earth and of life, like thought someone brought back from the dead. Swayed by the overwhelming power of such emotions, I decided to pardon the man. Yet had I met him only a few hours earlier, on the ice, I would most certainly have executed him, which alone could expiate his crime.
(But also, Albanov never mentions the names of the two miscreants. Was one of them the one who survived?)You know how some people really bond together and become friends while facing ordeals together? Yeah nope:
During the most critical moments I was always essentially alone, and it was then that I understood the profound truth of the precept: "It is when you are alone that you are free. If you want to live fight for as long as you have strength and determination. You may have no one to help you with your struggle, but you will at least have no one dragging you under. When you are alone, it is always easier to stay afloat."
I mean, personally, I've definitely...been there. It's just odd to find that expressed as a precept. Maybe it's a Russian thing.Worsley when they're almost to Elephant Island :handshake meme: Albanov when they're almost to Northbrook Island
not like this, we're so freaking close
During that brief instant, every stage of our journey flashed vividly through my mind with the speed of lightning. I saw the deaths of our three comrades; I saw Lunayev and Shpakovsky carried away in the midst of the storm, and finally myself and Konrad about to be drowned. I can remember exactly what I was thinking: "Who will ever know how we died?" "No one!" I told myself. The idea that no one would ever know how we had fought against these indominable elements, and that our end would remain a mystery forever, was an unspeakable torture to me. My last ounce of strength rebelled against such an unsung disappearance.
Illness triggers the third man factor:I also had persistent nightmares and imagined that there were three of us on the island. During these mild hallucinations I would get up and hurry over to my sole companion, busy with his excavations, and ask about our third comrade without even knowing who it might be.
But shortly after this, the narrative starts switching between a last-name and a first-name basis for Alexander. :)The footnotes are detailed and useful, so is the index. (Every time he uses the phrase "white death," take a shot.)
Write every day! - March 2026 - Day 29
Mar. 29th, 2026 11:34 pmWe're still looking for a hoster for April, or for two to share the month!
Tally:
Welcome post
( Days 1-20 )
Day 21:
badly_knitted,
brithistorian,
carenejeans,
chanter1944,
china_shop,
cornerofmadness,
sanguinity,
sylvanwitch,
trobadora,
ysilme
Day 22:
badly_knitted,
brithistorian,
carenejeans,
chanter1944,
china_shop,
cornerofmadness,
glinda,
luzula,
sanguinity,
sylvanwitch,
the_siobhan,
trobadora,
ysilme
Day 23:
badly_knitted,
carenejeans,
chanter1944,
china_shop,
cornerofmadness,
luzula,
sanguinity,
sylvanwitch,
trobadora,
ysilme
Day 24:
badly_knitted,
brithistorian,
carenejeans,
chanter1944,
china_shop,
cornerofmadness,
goddess47,
luzula,
sanguinity,
sylvanwitch,
trobadora,
ysilme
Day 25:
badly_knitted,
carenejeans,
chanter1944,
china_shop,
cornerofmadness,
glinda,
goddess47,
luzula,
sanguinity,
sylvanwitch,
trobadora,
ysilme
Day 26:
badly_knitted,
brithistorian,
carenejeans,
chanter1944,
china_shop,
cornerofmadness,
glinda,
goddess47,
luzula,
sanguinity,
sylvanwitch,
the_siobhan,
trobadora,
ysilme
Day 27:
badly_knitted,
brithistorian,
carenejeans,
china_shop,
cornerofmadness,
goddess47,
sanguinity,
sylvanwitch,
the_siobhan,
trobadora,
ysilme
Day 28:
badly_knitted,
carenejeans,
cornerofmadness,
luzula,
sanguinity,
sylvanwitch,
the_siobhan,
trobadora,
ysilme
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