skygiants: Autor from Princess Tutu gesturing smugly (let me splain)
A while back, [personal profile] lirazel posted about a bad book about an interesting topic -- Conspiracy Theories About Lemuria -- which apparently got most of its information from a scholarly text called The Lost Land of Lemuria: Fabulous Geographies, Catastrophic Histories by Sumathi Ramaswamy.

Great! I said. I bet the library has that book, I'll read it instead of the bad one! which now I have done.

For those unfamiliar, for a while the idea of sunken land-bridges joining various existing landmasses was very popular in 19th century geology; Lemuria got its name because it was supposed to explain why there are lemurs in Madagascar and India but not anywhere else. Various other land-bridges were also theorized but Lemuria's the only one that got famous thanks to the catchy name getting picked up by various weird occultists (most notably Helena Blavatasky) and incorporated into their variably incomprehensible Theories of Human Origins, Past Paradises, Etc.

As is not unexpected, this book is a much more dense, scholarly, and theory-driven tome than the bad pop history that [personal profile] lirazel read. What was unexpected for me is that the author's scholarly interests focus on a.) cartography and b.) Tamil language and cultural politics, and so what she's most interested in doing is tracing how the concept of a Lemurian continent went from being an outdated geographic supposition to a weird Western occult fringe belief to an extremely mainstream, government-supported historical narrative in Tamil-speaking polities, where Lost Lemuria has become associated with the legendary drowned Tamil homeland of Tamilnāṭu and thus the premise for a claim that not only is the Lemurian continent the source of human origins but that specifically the Tamil language is the source language for humanity.

Not the book I expected to be reading! but I'm not at all mad about how things turned out! the prose is so dry that it was definite work to wade through but the rewards were real; the author has another whole book about Tamil language politics and part of me knows I am not really theory-brained enough for it at this time but the other part is tempted.

Also I did as well come out with a few snippets of the Weird Nonsense that I thought I was going in for! My favorite anecdote involves a woman named Gertrude Norris Meeker who wrote to the U.S. government in the 1950s claiming to be the Governor-General of Atlantis and Lemuria, ascertaining her sovereign right to this nonexistent territory, to which the State Department's Special Advisor on Geography had to write back like "we do not think that is true; this place does not exist." Eventually Gertrude Meeker got a congressman involved who also nobly wrote to the government on behalf of his constituent: "Mrs. Meeker understands that by renouncing her citizenship she could become Queen of these islands, but as a citizen she can rule as governor-general. [...] She states that she is getting ready to do some leasing for development work on some of these islands." And again the State Department was patiently like "we do not think that is true, as this place does not exist." Subsequently they seem to have developed a "Lemuria and Atlantis are not real" form letter which I hope and trust is still being used today.
skygiants: Jane Eyre from Paula Rego's illustrations, facing out into darkness (more than courage)
Over Memorial Day weekend [personal profile] genarti and I were on a mini-vacation at her family's cabin in the Finger Lakes, which features a fantastic bookshelf of yellowing midcentury mysteries stocked by [personal profile] genarti's grandmother. Often when I'm there I just avail myself of the existing material, but this time -- in increasing awareness of the way our own books are threatening to spill over our shelves again -- I seized this as an opportunity to check my bookshelves for the books that looked most like they belonged in a cabin in the Finger Lakes to read while I was there and then leave among their brethren.

As a result, I have now finally read the second-to-last of the stock of Weird Joan Aikens that [personal profile] coffeeandink gave me many years ago now, and boy was it extremely weird!

My favorite Aiken books are often the ones where I straight up can't tell if she's attempting to sincerely Write in the Genre or if she is writing full deadpan parody. I think The Embroidered Sunset is at least half parody, in a deadpan and melancholy way. I actually have a hypothesis that someone asked Joan Aiken to write a Gothic, meaning the sort of romantic suspense girl-flees-from-house form of the genre popular in the 1970s, and she was like "great! I love the Gothic tradition! I will give you a plucky 1970s career girl and a mystery and a complex family history and several big creepy houses! would you also like a haunted seaside landscape, the creeping inevitability of loss and death, some barely-dodged incest and a tragic ending?" and Gollancz, weary of Joan Aiken and her antics, was just like "sure, Joan. Fine. Do whatever."

Our heroine, Lucy, is a talented, sensible, cross and rather ugly girl with notably weird front teeth, is frequently jokingly referred to as Lucy Snowe by one of her love interests; the big creepy old age home in which much of the novel takes place is called Wildfell Hall; at one point Lucy knocks on the front door of Old Colonel Linton and he's like 'oh my god! you look just like my great-grandmother Cathy Linton, nee Earnshaw! it's the notably weird front teeth!" Joan Will Have Her Little Jokes.

The plot? The plot. Lucy, an orphan being raised in New England by her evil uncle and his hapless wife and mean daughter, wants to go study music in England with the brilliant-but-tragically-dying refugee pianist Max Benovek. Her uncle pays her fare across the Atlantic, on the condition that she go and investigate a great-aunt who has been pulling a pension out of the family coffers for many years; the great-aunt was Living Long Term with Another Old Lady (the L word is not said but it is really felt) and one of them has now died, but no one is really clear which.

The evil uncle suspects that the surviving old lady may not be the great-aunt and may instead be Doing Fraud, so Lucy's main task is to locate the old lady and determine whether or not she is in fact her great-aunt. Additionally, the great aunt was a brilliant folk artist unrecognized in her own time and so the evil uncle has assigned Lucy a side quest of finding as many of her paintings as possible and bringing them back to be sold for many dollars.

However, before setting out on any of these quests, Lucy stops in on the dying refugee pianist to see if he will agree to teach her. They have an immediate meeting of the minds and souls! Not only does Max agree to take her on as His Last Pupil, he also immediately furnishes her with cash and a car, because her plan of hitchhiking down to Aunt Fennel's part of the UK could endanger her beautiful pianist's hands!! Now Lucy has a brilliant future ahead of her with someone who really cares about her, but also a ticking clock: she has to sort out this whole great-aunt business before Max progresses from 'tragically dying' to 'tragically dead.'

The rest of the book follows several threads:
- Lucy bopping around the World's Most Depressing Seaside Towns, which, it is ominously and repeatedly hinted, could flood catastraphically at any moment, grimly attempting to convince a series of incredibly weird and variably depressed locals to give her any information or paintings, which they are deeply disinclined to do
- Max, in his sickroom, reading Lucy's letters and going 'gosh I hope I get to teach that girl ... it would be my last and most important life's work .... BEFORE I DIE'
- Sinister Goings On At The Old Age Home! Escaped Convicts!! Secret Identities!!! What Could This All Have To Do With Lucy's Evil Uncle? Who Could Say! Is Their Doctor Faking Being Turkish? Who Could Say!! Why Does That One Old Woman Keep Holding Up An Electric Mixer And Remarking How Easy It Would Be To Murder Someone With It? Who Could Say That Either!!!
- an elderly woman who may or may not be Aunt Fennel, in terrible fear of Something, stacked into dingy and constrained settings packed with other old and fading strangers, trying not to think too hard about her dead partner and their beloved cat and the life that she used to have in her own home where she was happy and loved .... all of these sections genuinely gave me big emotions :(((

Eventually all these plotlines converge with increasingly chaotic drama! Lucy and the old lady meet and have a really interesting, affectionate but complicated relationship colored by deep loneliness and suspicion on both sides; again, I really genuinely cared about this! Lucy, who sometimes exhibits random psychic tendencies, visits the lesbian cottage and finds it is so powerfully and miserably haunted by the happiness that it once held and doesn't anymore that she nearly passes out about it! Then whole thing culminates in huge spoilers )

Anyway. A wild time. Some parts I liked very much! I hit the end and shrieked and then forced Beth to read it immediately because I needed to scream about it, and now it lives among its other yellowing paperback friends on the Midcentury Mysteries shelf for some other unsuspecting person to find and scream about.

NB: in addition to everything else a cat dies in this book .... Joan Aiken hates this cat in particular and I do not know why. She likes all the other cats! But for some reason she really wants us to understand that this cat has bad vibes and we should not be sad when it gets got. But me, I was sad.
skygiants: Rue from Princess Tutu dancing with a raven (belle et la bete)
The Boston Ballet production of Maillot's Romeo et Juliette has turned out to be not only my favorite Boston Ballet production that I've seen so far but also tbh one of my favorite Romeo and Juliets full stop. It is Taking Swings and Making Choices and some of them are very weird but all of them are interesting.

we're just gonna go ahead and cut for length )
skygiants: shiny metal Ultraman with a Colonel Sanders beard and crown (yes minister)
I've had great luck in the past with the sort of kdrama in which an angry immortal supernatural woman has to hang out in contemporary Seoul with a nice mortal boy. We were hoping The Judge From Hell would be that sort of kdrama, and, technically, it is; I think in its heart it would love to be Hotel del Luna. Unfortunately, it has also decided that what it wants to be is a violent revenge fantasy with incoherent and punitive ethics. Interspersed with wacky shenanigans! and a healthy dose of Catholicism?

Okay, so the premise: our heroine is Justitia, the DEMON JUDGE of the UNDERWORLD, THIRD IN LINE to the THRONE OF HELL, whose job is to sentence unrepentant murderers to unending torments. However, when a nice young judge gets murdered and accidentally ends up in her domain instead of the lesser hell where she belongs, Justitia refuses to listen to her pleas of innocence, gets ready to sentence her anyway, and promptly gets her wrist slapped by her superiors: she's gotten complacent! Time to go to Earth, wearing the body of the dead judge, and learn! about JUSTICE!!!

Given that Justitia's initial mistake involved accidentally sentencing an innocent person, you might be forgiven for thinking that Justitia's job on Earth might involve perhaps getting justice for the wrongly accused, or learning to temper justice with mercy and a little bit of nuance, or even uncovering faults and corruption within the justice system as it exists. haha! no. Justitia's job is to hit a quota of Unrepentent, Unforgiven Murderers On Earth and sentence them to unending torment, just like in her day job. She does this by chasing them around a sequence of nightmare scenarios that mimic the things they have done to their victims and beating them up, then stamping them on the forehead with a little stamp that says GEHENNA while then the doors of hell open and an ominous voice roars GEHENNA!!!! and they get sucked into hell. We did not enjoy the excruciating sequences of murderers being chased around a sequence of nightmare scenarios that mimicked the things they had done to their victims, which the show obviously wants us to find cathartic and satisfying. We did enjoy the ominous voice that roared GEHENNA!!!! It made us laugh every time.

this got long but tbh not as long as it could have been. this show was so incoherent )
skygiants: the aunts from Pushing Daisies reading and sipping wine on a couch (wine and books)
While on the topic of Genre Mystery I also want to write up Nev Marsh's Murder in Old Bombay, a book marketed and titled as mystery-qua-mystery that I do not think really succeeds as either a mystery or a romance. However! It absolutely nails it as a kind of genre that we don't have as much anymore as a genre but that I really unironically love: picaresque adventure through a richly-realized historical milieu in which our protagonist happens by chance to stumble into, across, around, and through various significant events.

(I said this to [personal profile] genarti, and she said, 'that kind of book absolutely does still exist,' and okay, true, yes, it does, but it doesn't exist as Genre! it gets published as Literary Fiction and does not proliferate in mass-market paperback and mass-market paperback is where I want to be looking for it.)

Murder in Old Bombay is set in 1892 and focuses on Number One Sherlock Holmes Fan Captain Jim Agnihotri, an Anglo-Indian Orphan of Mysterious Parentage who while convalescing in hospital becomes obsessed with the unsolved murders of two local Parsi women -- a new bride and her teenaged sister-in-law -- who fell dramatically out of a clock tower to their deaths.

Having left the British Army, and finding himself somewhat at loose ends, Captain Jim goes to write an article about the murder and soon finds himself engaged as private detective to the grieving family. In the course of trying to solve the mystery, he falls in love with the whole family -- including and especially but not exclusively the Spirited Young Socialite Daughter -- and also wanders all around India bumping into various Battles, Political Intrigues and High-Tension Situations.

Why do I say the mystery does not work? Well, this is the author's first book, and you can sort of tell in the way the actual clues to the mystery become assembled: a lot of, 'oh, I picked up this piece of paper! conveniently it tells me exactly what I need to know!' and 'I went to the this location and the first person I saw happened to be the person I was looking for, and we fell immediately into conversation and he told me everything!' You know, you can see the strings.

Why do I say the romance does not work? Well, it's the most by-the-numbers relationship in the book ... Diana has exactly all the virtues that you'd expect of a Spirited Young Parsi Socialite from 1892 written in 2020, and lacks all of the vices that you'd expect likewise. Jim thinks she's the bees' knees, but alas! he is a poor army captain of mysterious parentage and class and community divide them. Every time they even come close to actually talking about their different beliefs and prejudices the book immediately pulls back and goes Look! she's so Spirited! It's fine.

However, the portrait of place and time is so rich and fun -- Nev Marsh talks a bit in the afterword about how much the central family and community in question draws on her own family history, and she is clearly having a wonderful time doing it. The setting feels confident in a way that plot doesn't quite, and the setting is unusual and interesting enough to find in an English-language mystery that this goes a long way for me. And, structurally, although the twists involving the Mystery were rarely satisfying to me, I loved it every time historical events came crashing into the plot and forced Captain Jim to stop worrying about the mystery for a few chapters and have some Historical Adventure instead. My favorite portion of the book is the middle part, which he spends collecting a small orphanage's worth of lost children and then is so sad when it turns out most of them do have living parents and he has to give them back. I'm also sad that you had to give the orphans back, Captain Jim.
skygiants: Sokka from Avatar: the Last Airbender peers through an eyeglass (*peers*)
I read K.J. Charles' Death in the Spires more or less in the course of a day, which happened to be the same day that I was reading comments on/responding to [personal profile] blotthis' post about aesthetic satisfaction in Genre: Mystery and Genre: Horror.

Death in the Spires is a really useful case study for genre: Mystery because Charles' usual Genre is Gay Romance. As this book was coming out she made a number of posts and announcements along the lines of: hello Readership, please be aware, this one's not Romance, it's Mystery, which does not mean there won't be romance in it, but please go into it with Mystery expectations rather than Romance expectations.

So already I was going into it expecting to pay attention to the rules of genre and how they worked or did not work in this book. And, having finished it feels really clear that the exact same fabric of characters and plot, tailored into a different shape, would form a standard Charles Romance, but because of the pattern being used the finished product is undeniably a Mystery, no question about it. And quite a fun one! I read it in a day!

The premise takes inspiration from Gaudy Night and The Secret History, among others: at the turn of the 20th century, a clique of golden youths forms at Oxford that's shattered by interpersonal romantic drama culminating in a mysterious murder; ten years later, having just received a particularly vicious poison-pen letter, one of the golden-youths-that-was decides it's finally time to figure out which one of his best-friends-that-was is a killer. The youths all seem likeable and the loss of the trust and friendship among them as important to the plot as the murder itself, which is one of the things that makes the book work, IMO.

Because of blot's post, I've been thinking a fair bit about what I want mystery-as-genre to do. P.D. James said very famously that the mystery novel is the restoration of order from disorder: a murder happens, but by the end we understand why and how, and something is done about it to bring justice. Or not done about it; occasionally the detective decides that the just response is to not do anything about it. I do like it when that happens, even if I disagree with the detective on what the just response is. I like it when justice is legitimately a problem, in mystery novels; I like it when the solution is not just the solution to a puzzle (though of course it is pleasant when a puzzle is good) but an attempt at answering the question of 'how do you repair the world, when something terrible has happened that broke it? Because every death is something that breaks it.' I say an attempt because of course this is not really a question that can be answered satisfactorily, but it is nonetheless important to keep trying. So, really, I suppose, I think a mystery novel has succeeded when it has, a little bit, failed: the puzzle is solvable, and solved, but the problem is unsolvable, and the tension between those two things is one of the things that most interests me in a mystery book.

'I want to be a little uncomfortable at the end because of how we as human beings have to keep trying to answer a question that has no good answer by answering questions that do have answers' is probably not a fair thing to ask of mystery novels, which are also, famously, comfort reading. Nonetheless it is what I think the great books in this genre achieve and I think I am right to ask it. I am not saying that Death in the Spires is a great book of the genre, but it is asking the kinds of questions that I want a mystery to ask, and it satisfied me in that, in a way that many modern mystery novels don't.

a brief detour into spoiler territory )
skygiants: Fakir from Princess Tutu leaping through a window; text 'doors are for the weak' (drama!!!)
Last month [personal profile] genarti and I were helping a friend move and noticed a stack of B-tier extremely pulp-styled Daphne du Maurier novels waiting to go into her bookshelf, which is why both of us ended up leaving that house with a B-tier pulp-styled Daphne du Maurier novel in our purse. [personal profile] genarti got Jamaica Inn, which she has not yet read, and I got The Scapegoat, which I have!

The protagonist of The Scapegoat is a sad and lonely professor who longs above all things to be French. He spends the first chapter wandering sadly around a French town thinking things like:

The smell of the soil, the gleam of the wet roads, the faded paint of shutters masking windows through which I should never look, the grey faces of houses whose doors I should never enter, were to me an everlasting reproach, a reminder of distance, of nationality. Others could force an entrance and break the barrier down; not I. I should never be a Frenchman, never be one of them.'

I'm not saying there are no situations in which I would be experiencing pathos here but I am afraid that for this poor professional English gentleman employed by the British museum, I simply experienced: comedy.

Anyway, UnFrench John is on his way to a weekend retreat at a monastery to contemplate the various failures of his life when he encounters that most wonderful of midcentury plot devices: A Completely Identical Stranger!

French Jean: My name is Jean and I am French! This is so wild! Tell me all about yourself!
UnFrench John: My name is John and I am not French! I am desperately lonely and have literally not a single person in my life who knows me well or cares about me.
French Jean: Dang, as someone who is having Big Family Problems let me tell you, UnFrench John, I would love to have not a single person in my life who knows me well or cares about me. That sounds like the ideal.

So French Jean takes UnFrench John out drinking, and then he takes UnFrench John back to his hotel room, and then gives him some more drinks, and long story short UnFrench John wakes up the next morning in French Jean's clothes with French Jean's chauffeur knocking on his door going 'did monsieur the count French Jean sleep well and is he ready to go back to his family estate?'

Because UnFrench John is the protagonist of a psychological thriller, he briefly considers the reasonable course of action (tell the truth, call the authorities, and find someone who remembers seeing Two Identical Guys at a restaurant yesterday) and then decides instead on a patently absurd course of action (go to French Jean's estate and pretend to be French Jean to French Jean's whole aristocratic family, for absolutely no reason except shits, giggles, and as aforementioned a deep-seated psychological longing to be part of a French family for some reason.)

Somehow this plan succeeds in spite of the fact that UnFrench John is simply incapable of rubbing two clues together. He is as genre-unsavvy as a babe in the woods. Despite the fact that French Jean dropped many a hint about Complicated Family Situations, UnFrench John is shocked, shocked! to discover that French Jean has a wife! and a daughter! and a mistress in town! and an unrelated active affair with his sister-in-law! which it takes UnFrench John almost a hundred pages to figure out, after she has met him in the hallway several times and said things like 'why did you not come to my CHAMBERS so we could be ALONE?'

UnFrench John is usually figuring things out about a hundred pages after I did, which is really my main frustration with the book.

smallish midbook/setup spoilers )

To be clear, I do not mind UnFrench John making absolutely wild choices to maintain his deception for, again, no reason except his own psychological problems and also the psychological problems of the people around him. This is what I expect and want from a Daphne du Maurier novel. I am just offended by the fact that he is somehow managing to pull this off despite the fact that he's going about in a cloud of Math Lady Face. Sir if you are going to be undertaking a lengthy impersonation you have got to be more on the ball than this! Form a hypothesis for once in your life!

So, as far as books about Completely Identical Strangers go, this is no Brat Farrar or Ivy Tree. However! I have to admit: the ending of The Scapegoat kind of turned it around for me. I think the ending is brilliant and also extremely, extremely funny. full bore spoilers ahead! )
skygiants: Kraehe from Princess Tutu embracing Mytho with one hand and holding her other out to a flock of ravens (uses of enchantment)
The City in Glass is I think my favorite of Nghi Vo's full-length novels so far, for the reason that it seems to feel the least need to actually force itself to take the shape of a novel. The description calls it "a brilliantly constructed history and an epic love story;" I don't quite think it's either of those things, though the first more than the second.

In the first chapter of The City in Glass, the seaside city of Azril, which the demon Vitrine loves, is destroyed, very thoroughly, by angels. Why? That's not what Vitrine cares to talk about or to remember. What she wants to remember is the city in its heyday, the place and the people, and that's what she spends the first half of the book doing: wandering through the ruins, accumulating bits and pieces of memory, grieving and gradually building a determination to see the city become itself again, somehow.

One of the angels is stuck there too, because she cursed him. She is not happy to see him and does not want him there. Though she is glad that this means that he's suffering horribly! Fringe benefit! Nonetheless. This of course is the dynamic that the description calls "an epic love story" which I think does not really accurately convey ... the vibe .......... the thing that is going on here certainly does contain elements of both 'enemies' and 'lovers' but is definitely messier than I think the standard image that this phrase conjures.

Anyway. In the second half of the book, people do come back to Azril, and it becomes a city again. Vitrine, frankly, has mixed feelings about this: no city can ever be the same city twice, and she's still yearning for Azril-as-it-was, which is neither possible to have nor reasonable to want. Nonetheless. The new city of Azril is shaped by both Vitrine and the angel, and reshapes them in turn, as they reshape each other, in various painful ways. And, in the end, Vitrine finds something to love forever!

Weird book. Vivid, evocative, odd. Not really shaped like a novel, and, I think, better for it. I read it in a single night, and had some feelings about the various shapes of its grief.
skygiants: the aunts from Pushing Daisies reading and sipping wine on a couch (wine and books)
For many years I have been saying 'I must reread the Narnia books,' a thing I somehow have not done in the seventeen or so years I've been actively keeping track of my reading habits. I said this in the late 2000s when the new movies were coming out, and I said it again a couple years ago when I read Til We Have Faces for the first time, and then I said it several times over the past few months while I was rewatching all the 1980s BBC Narnia adaptations with local friends, and then last week my friend was doing a blitz reread of the whole series for a con panel and I had finally said it enough times that I decided to join her instead of just talking about it.

For background: yes, the Narnia books were some of my favorite books when I was a child; they're the first books I actively remember reading on my own, that made me go 'ah! this thing, reading, is worth doing, and not just a dull task set to me by adults!' (This goes to show how memory is imperfect: my parents say that the first book that they remember me reading, before Narnia, was The Borrowers. But they also say that I then went immediately looking for Borrowers behind light sockets which perhaps is why I do not remember reading it first.)

I also cannot remember a time that I did not know that the big lion was supposed to be Jesus. This did not really put me off Narnia or Aslan -- I had a lion named Aslan that was my favorite stuffed animal all through my childhood -- but I did have a vague sense As A Jewish Child that it was sort of embarrassing for everyone concerned, including the lion, C.S. Lewis, and me. My favorites were Silver Chair, Horse And His Boy, and Magician's Nephew. I reread The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe often simply because it was the first one; Prince Caspian didn't leave much of an impression on me and I only really liked Dawn Treader for Eustace's dragon sequence; The Last Battle filled me with deep secondhand embarrassment.

Rereading, I discover that I had great taste; Silver Chair simply stays winning! The experience of reading the first three Pevensie books is a constant hunt for little crumbs of individuality and personality in the Pevensie children beyond their Situations and how willing they are to listen to advice from Big Lion; Jill and Eustace and Puddleglum, by contrast, have personality coming out their ears. I cherish every one of them. The dark Arthuriana vibes when they meet the knight and his lady out riding ... the whole haunted sequence underground .... Puddleglum's Big Speech .... this is, was, and will ever be peak Narnia to me. For all the various -isms of Horse And His Boy, it feels really clear that Lewis leveled up in writing Character somewhere between Dawn Treader and Silver Chair; Shasta and Aravis and the horses and Polly and Diggory all just have a lot more chances to bonk against each other in interesting ways and show off who they are than the Pevensies ever do.

However! I also had bad taste. I did not appreciate Caspian as it ought to have been appreciated. Now, on my reread, it's by far my favorite of the Pevensie-forward texts -- and partly I suppose that, as a child, I could not fully have been expected to appreciate the whole 'we came back to a place we used to know and a life we used to have and even as we're remembering the people we used to be there we're realizing it's all fundamentally changed' melancholy of it all. It's good! The Pevensies also just get to do more on their own and use more of their own actual skills than they do in either The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe, where they're mostly led around by the nose, or Dawn Treader, where they're mostly just having a nice boat trip. Just a soupcon of Robinsoniad in your Narnia, as a treat.

I also came away with the impression that Dawn Treader -- which really is primarily about Eustace and Reepicheep -- would be a better book if either Edmund or Lucy had gone on that trip but not both of them. The problem with Dawn Treader is that Edmund/Lucy/Caspian all kind of blob together in a cohort of being Just Sort Of Embarrassed By Eustace -- Edmund and Caspian particularly -- and don't get a lot to individuate them or give them Problems. Edmund and Caspian's dialogue is frequently almost interchangeable. But an Edmund who has Lucy's trials at the magician's tower and has to deal more with his existing/leftover issues from the first book is more interesting, and a Lucy who is stuck more in the middle of Caspian and Eustace without Edmund to over-balance the stakes is more interesting. I expect people will want me to fight me on this though because I know a lot of people have Dawn Treader as their favorite ....

Other miscellaneous observations:

- obviously I am aware of the Susan Problem but man, reading for Susan and Lucy through the later books it is clear how much the gradual tilting of the scales to Lucy Good/Susan Bad does a disservice to both characters. This is especially noticeable IMO in Horse And His Boy; it makes no sense for Lucy to go to war with a bow while Susan stays behind in context of anything we know about those characters from Lion and Caspian, it is so purely an exercise in Lucy Is The Designated Cool Girl Now. Anyway, what I really want now is an AU where Susan does marry out of Narnia sometime in the Golden Age and instead of becoming the One Who Never Comes Back becomes the One Who Never Leaves

- it is very very funny that every King or Queen of Narnia talks like Shakespeare except for Caspian, who talks, as noted above, like a British schoolboy. My Watsonian explanation for this is that the Pevensies were like 'well, kings talk like Shakespeare' and consciously developed this as an affectation whereas Caspian, who met the Pevensies as schoolchildren at a formative age, was like 'well, kings talk like British schoolchildren' and consciously developed it as an affectation --

- if you are on Bluesky you may have already seen me make this joke but it is so funny to be rolling along in Narnia pub order and have C.S. Lewis come careening back in for Magician's Nephew like 'WAIT! STOP!! I forgot to mention earlier but Jadis? She is hot. You know Lady Dimitrescu? yeah JUST like that. I just want to make sure we all know'

- Last Battle still fills me with secondhand embarrassment
skygiants: Princess Tutu, facing darkness with a green light in the distance (Default)
There is a subgenre that I wouldn't have thought to describe as a whole subgenre until I read Kerstin Hall's Asunder and immediately thought 'like Deeplight!' and also 'like those Max Gladstone books!' and also come to think of it 'like The Archive Undying' -- second-world fantasy set in a society that's been shaped around gods, and now those gods are [quite recently] dead or gone or murdered, and everyone is trying to reckon with the shape of the world that they left behind. I like this sort of subgenre quite a bit because it lends itself to interesting complexity; people can have all kinds of different messy feelings about the divine, and about their destruction, and about whatever new powers have come in to fill the void they left, and it's rarely as straightforward as 'it was better before' or 'it's better now.'

Asunder is kind of a weird book and it passes through a lot as it goes; I'm not sure it structurally holds together, and the ending feels in some sense incomplete, but it leaves its world messy in ways I really enjoyed. Our Heroine Karys' country used to be under the charge of a set of variously powerful, variously petty localized divinities, who created much of the important infrastructure, and who all died about twenty years ago, resulting in a major conquest. People Feel Various Ways About This. Now Karys has contracted herself to a different kind of powerful and terrible [divinity?/cosmic horror?] in exchange for the ability to talk to the dead, which serves as her main source of income. The job on which we meet her, however, is immediately in the process of going horribly wrong, as the shipwreck she was investigating turns out to have been caused by a weird monster that traps her in a cavern, where she finds a gravely injured survivor, a young diplomat from a foreign empire. Then in the process of trying to help him escape with her she accidentally traps this whole diplomat inside her subconscious, and the rest of the book is a long strange road trip for the purpose of Getting Him Out Of There, complicated by:

- the various debts of obligation and favor that Karys is obliged to incur to sneak through and past various borders
- the scholar who decides to come along for the ride because she thinks Karys is not only cute but also the most interesting potential research subject she's ever met
- the small unhappy town that Karys ran away from as a child, and her childhood friend/ex-girlfriend?? who has some kind of connection to Karys' childhood god/ex-god??
- Karys' powerful and terrible patron, who has informed her that she is destined to be summoned to him soon for a Great Honor, which does not seem like a good thing at all at all
- the fact that everyone keeps telling Karys and her new passenger Ferain that if they don't Fix This Immediately one of them is inevitably going to have to kill the other for survival, which does not help with building the trust and cooperation that they need to develop in order to keep escaping from
- the weird monsters that are still persistently trying to chase them down

And meanwhile we, the readers, are picking up slowly on all the complicated past between these countries and these gods as we pass through it, and also on what's going on with Karys herself. spoilers )
skygiants: Fakir from Princess Tutu leaping through a window; text 'doors are for the weak' (drama!!!)
I liked this is ridiculous so much that shortly thereafter I dove into Are You Okay, Qi Ying Jun's other extant/fan-translated work of meta-transmigration nonsense.

Are You Okay is sort of a mosaic novel -- it starts out looking like a collection of short stories about transmigrators, most of them quite silly and focused on Implicitly But Not Explicitly Romantical Relationships Between Men. The starting premise is that so many people from the future have been transmigrating into historical China that the Emperor has had to put policies in place to deal with the problem. For example, the first story focuses on an Imperial transmigration bureaucrat assessing a young man for possible transmigration fraud, because now that transmigration is happening all the time, people claiming 'I just woke up in this body and I'm not responsible for any of its crimes!' is also happening all the time.

Qi Ying Jun is a very funny writer who has a hundred jokes that she wants to make about transmigration and by god she is going to make them, but she is not just here to make jokes. After a few setup stories, the characters start colliding into each other and also into the broader plot about a cabal of frustrated transmigrators trying to push historical China to modernize as quickly as possible, and the silly meta-transmigration nonsense gradually transforms into a darker satire on war, technology, propaganda and progress. By the end I think the book sort of collapses under its own increasing weight -- this is ridiculous is overall a better and more coherent work -- but I had such a good time on the journey with Are You Okay that I'm not too mad about it. The jokes are simply so good! The chapter in which a hero from the jianghu has to undertake an investigative mission with the help of the world's worst historical Chinese Uber driver was worth the price of admission all on its own.
skygiants: Sheska from Fullmetal Alchemist with her head on a pile of books (ded from book)
I did the little hundred movies and hundred books game that has been going around various social medias! I tried to make my lists with just the things I could think of not looking at any of my actual reading lists or bookshelves and as a result I am now sitting here thinking of all the things I love and/or have shaped me in some way that I didn't happen to think of while making the specific list and taking -5 HP each time. So it goes. I can't believe I forgot Between Silk and Cyanide. Anyway, if you're not bored with clicking little boxes yet, please do go forth and click mine and let me know how it went!
skygiants: Hawkeye from Fullmetal Alchemist with her arms over her eyes (one day more)
A year or two ago I stumbled over a copy of Amerika: Russian Writers View the United States in a used bookstore and brought it home with me with intent to read at some future time. Last month I ended up having to sit still in our living room out of reach of my phone/current book/etc for cat-related reasons and so pulled the nearest thing off the nearest shelf: the time had apparently come.

And what a weird time it was, is, to be reading this book. The book was published in 2004, the essays commissioned for the project. The essays themselves vary from interesting to funny to overwrought to banal to offensive -- and one can't really be offended even so; it is, of course, always fascinating to see oneself as others see one -- but all of them were written in the early 2000s, in the immediate years following 9/11, and so there is a kind of thread of envy and pity and a little fear running as an undercurrent throughout the whole book: you Americans, you stupid Americans, you thought you were exempt from terrible things happening to you, and what are you going to do now you've realized that they can?
skygiants: Duck from Princess Tutu sticking her head out a window to look at Rue (no one is alone)
Let's start with the most fraught thing: Naomi Kanaki's Just Happy To Be Here is a book about a trans girl whose parents are on tenuous visas in a trans-unfriendly state, which came out in January 2024. That is simultaneously no time ago and a year ago and a hundred years ago, on the specific axes of criminalization and demonization of trans kids and immigrants in the US, and at various points in the book it feels like all of those things.

That said! This is not the plot of Just Happy To Be Here, although of course it runs through the whole background of the book and the choices that our heroine Tara is making, because how can it not. The plot of the book is that Tara wants to join the cool secret Classics society at her elite private girls' school, the Sybils, wherein two girls are chosen every year by making a great speech about their favorite Classical Woman and then they all get to hang out together in the Classical Woman clubhouse being weird and intense and and calling each other by their secret Classical Woman names and swearing oaths to each other to "never forget my cruelty, my courage, my ambition."

The cool secret society also comes with a cool secret huge scholarship, which is no longer secret because one of the extant Sybils (self-named Strife) decided to spill the beans and caused an enormous scandal ... so now everyone assumes that Tara is gunning for the scholarship, or to make a point about Joining While Trans, when in fact the real truth is that Tara loves Rhetoric and Speeches, and loves the idea of being a weird intense girl who LARPS as a Classical Woman, and also has a huge crush on Felicity aka Antigone, and was too distracted by all of this to pay attention to the scholarship situation at all. Although now that she is paying attention, the scholarship would change her life significantly for the better, also.

Naomi Kanakia is and has always been a profoundly honest writer; it's my favorite things about her books. Everyone in this book is coming from a real place and has a real perspective, and those all intersect with each other in ways that will, inevitably, cause tension. Nothing is simple, except sometimes some things can be simple: sometimes people just click. As soon as Tara starts spending time with Antigone and the other Sybils, they do click. While everyone around them gets progressively weirder about the idea of trans Indian girl Tara joining Classical Woman Club -- in all directions, including her aggressive supporters who refuse to listen to her about the way in which she wants to be supported -- Tara and the Sybils are falling in love with each other, and it's the emotional core of the book and it's lovely.
skygiants: Kozue from Revolutionary Girl Utena, in black rose gear, holding her sword (salute)
I've seen a lot of people saying August Clarke's Metal From Heaven is very good. Which it is! But somehow none of these recommendations managed to convey to me what the book was actually about, so up until about a week ago when [personal profile] genarti stole it out of my library pile before me I was somehow under the impression that it was a sort of surrealist space opera? Which it is emphatically not. It is not even science fiction.

Metal From Heaven is a fantasy novel, and fantasy in several ways: one, in that it takes place in a world that is not ours, which is right in the middle of a fantastical industrial revolution; and two, in that ninety-five percent of the characters, no matter where and in what situation they are encountered, turn out to be devastatingly hot lesbians. This is an incredibly, joyfully self-indulgent book. I'm not saying this as a complaint but a compliment. The rich worldbuilding and revolutionary politics and bloody background and constant high-key lesbian sexual tension are all wrapped up self-indulgently and inextricably together, and once you are in it you are in it.

The book begins with a massacre: workers in the ichorite factories are striking on behalf of their children, who are increasingly born with a mysterious sickness and sensitivity to the mysterious substance that is ichorite. Marney Honeycutt, our heroine, is one of these children, and the only person to survive the protest when the industrialist who runs the factories decides to silence it.

Marney, fleeing the city, falls in with a group of highwaywomen who turn out to belong to a collective of Hereafterists -- essentially, revolutionary socialists who've made a religion out of it -- who have murdered the baron of a remote area and have created a temporary socialist utopia by diligently maintaining the pretense that he's still alive but Very Eccentric. Life in the socialist utopia is joyous and beautiful and full of hot lesbians -- there are many people in the community who are not hot lesbians but Marney broadly speaking pays little attention to them -- but also dangerous; Marney and her hot lesbian friends and mentors all contribute to the general wealth of the collective via train robberies and general banditry, which is frequently fun but also frequently fatal. Moreover, everybody knows that at some point, questions will start being asked about the baron (dead) and his daughter and heir (also dead).

However, they have a plan! One of Marney's friends is being trained up as a fake heir. Marney also has a plan! When the fake heir is ready to be launched into society, Marney will go as her valet, and take her opportunity to revenge-murder the increasingly powerful ichorite industrialist, with the hopeful fringe benefit of destabilizing the establishment enough to give the Hereafterists a chance at establishing the utopia of the future. Things do not all entirely go to plan, but the end result is that the baron's heir gets politely invited to join the competition for the hand of the ichorite industrialist's daughter, and Marney and some co-conspirators end up at a house party populated entirely by another set of hot but more evil lesbians. (Despite the number of hot lesbians, this is not a world that one would call queernorm; most of the cultures in the book, of which there are many, have fairly conventional attitudes towards sexuality -- but it is a world where norms are in the process of evolving along with industrialization and also where a very wealthy man's daughter can utilize a legal loophole for gay marriage if she wants to throw a courtship competition for every aristocratic lesbian she knows.)

Challenges abound, including the fact that the whole house is full of ichorite, which Marney has a particular power over but which also makes her ill and gives her seizures! and that Marney and one of these hot aristocratic lesbians had a swordfight during a piracy situation just a few weeks before all of this went down! and that Marney herself is not a particularly good liar, and is also covered all over with tattoos that scream "I'm a socialist bandit!" and that the whole continent is a powder keg on the verge of devastating war, and the sizzling political and personal tensions between these hot lesbians could well kick it all off!

Clarke's world is dense and complex, and the book does a far better job than most sff at evoking real-world messiness and avoiding simplified generalizations: culture, religion, politics, class, and sexuality are all their own separate axes and all the characters fall in different places along all of them, not always in the ways one would expect (aside of course from all being hot lesbians.) It's also just beautiful, and beautifully described. One of my favorite small details is that early on we are introduced to a fruit called azurine, a clear statement if you're looking that this world isn't ours: no fruit that we have is pure blue. Occasionally characters will turn to Marney and spend two pages explaining their political or economic philosophy, which in another book I would find annoying but in this one really does just feel like part and parcel of the intense, chaotic, furious fever dream that is Marney's whole life, and the book.
skygiants: the main cast of Capital Scandal smiling in a black-and-white photo (children of the revolution)
Over the past month or so [personal profile] genarti, [personal profile] shati and I have watched several Korean movies, of which I thought one was very good, one was very fun, and one was very chaotic ...

Mal-Mo-E: The Secret Mission is the one that I thought was the best of the three or at least most relevant to my personal interests; it's about the efforts of the Korean Language Society to secretly compile and publish a Korean-language dictionary during the Japanese occupation and is full of people being very passionate and heroic about etymology and phonetics and the representation of regional dialects. Wikipedia calls this a comedy-drama and we had a spirited debate at the end about the degree to which it was Comedy; it is a bit funny in that there is an Odd Couple (jovially illiterate scoundrel trips and falls into a job working for the dictionary, where he has an enemies-to-coworkers relationship with the noble but uptight dictionary team boss) but also this is a movie set during the Japanese occupation so you know that by the end someone and perhaps many people are going to die heroically and you are going to feel things about it.

I liked Mal-Mo-E very much and I also liked Phantom very much, which is also a Japanese occupation film but one that is both Higher Drama and Higher Nonsense. In this movie the Japanese army is trying to identify the leader of a revolutionary organization so they stage an elaborate psychodrama in which they trap five suspects in a luxury cliffside hotel and inform them all that they must figure out among themselves who the spy is. Things Escalate. Guns! Nuns! Determined middle-aged women spider-scaling the walls of a hotel over a sheer drop to the sea! Important to note that I had picked this one up because I heard there were backstory lesbians and a.) this is true b.) the lesbian energy of the film overall is absolutely off the charts.

Phantom is definitely all Drama and no Comedy; The Grand Heist by contrast is all Comedy and very little Drama except that people still occasionally do get tortured and murdered by the state. But otherwise! This was a wildly popular film in Korea and I have to wonder if our subtitles were just particularly bad because none of us for the life of us could track what was happening in the plot other than "ICE HEIST." And to be clear, 'ice heist! because it's the 18th century and ice is an incredibly valuable commodity!' is a fantastic premise. Why did the movie also include a trip to 18th-century Amsterdam by way of Egypt? couldn't tell you. Why were half the guys in the heist gang necessary to the heist? couldn't tell you. What did the two women see in their designated love interests? absolutely could not tell you. I did really enjoy the bickering children heist members although again I could not tell you why they were there.
skygiants: Hikaru from Ouran walking straight into Tamaki's hand (talk to the hand)
Severance S2, the finale and overall: an assemblage of mixed feelings )
skygiants: Mosca Mye, from the cover of Fly Trap (the fly in the butter)
After discovering that Frances Mary Hendry of my beloved Quest for a Maid wrote several other books that I had never heard of, I have finally managed to get my hands on Quest for a Kelpie, her very first novel, and enjoyed it enormously.

Like Quest for a Maid, Quest for a Kelpie is a detailed, vivid portrait of the daily life of an adolescent girl doing her domestic tasks in a bourgeois household while living through Scottish historical turmoil, in which there are no good answers about who to support on a high level and all the normal people on the ground are just going through it as best they can.

Unlike Quest for a Maid, Quest for a Kelpie is set during the Jacobite uprising, and I would eat my HAT if Hendry had not read Flight of the Heron, because in the first chapter our plucky heroine Jeannie Main rescues a [Romani] [this is not the word used but it's written in 1986. you know] girl from a false accusation and receives a prophecy from her mother of subsequently meeting five times! in life-endangering peril! I did wonder hopefully if we might go A Direction with this but it turns out the prophecy does not actually apply to the other teenager much at all, the Significant Fate is with her mother, and they do rescue each other from life-endangering peril various times and it's great but really not the same vibes at FotH. You know. Amuwau, I Received A Prophecy From A [Romani] Seer is also absolutely something that could go terribly wrong but aside from the Prophecy the book's attitude towards the whole family struck me as surprisingly grounded and matter-of-fact; it's another culture, one that has different norms and that sometimes comes into conflict with Jeannie's, but Jeannie is also much less weird about them than she is about, say, Catholics, Who Are Of The Devil (until she meets some and learns to think differently about that too.) Life is hard on all sides, and everyone in their own ways is just getting by.

'but what about Bonnie Prince Charlie?' you may ask, and also, 'what about the Kelpie?' Great questions!

To the first: the Jacobite Uprising is happening and we are very firmly focused on ordinary townspeople caught in the middle of it who mostly have no big opinions about the politics of it all and are just trying to Get Through These Bad Times, Preferably Without Any Family Members Dying. I love and support them for this. Jeannie occasionally has heroics and does impact the course of the war but the heroics are all things like bravely speaking up to say the right thing at the right time, or deciding whether to pass on an important piece of news that she's overheard, or going on a Totally Normal Walk To Sell Fish With Definitely Her Cousin Don't Worry About It. She's not picking up a sword. She is knitting every time she goes anywhere, because it's the eighteenth century and we all gotta be making textiles all the time if we're going to have enough for everyone to have clothes, and Frances Mary Hendry really wants to constantly immerse you in the details of daily life as a normal person and I love and support her for this also.

To the second: the prophecy about five significant meetings also tells her that she's going to ride a kelpie! So look forward to that!

It's definitely not quite as rich a book as Quest for a Maid -- you can tell that it's a first novel and she hasn't fully hit her stride yet -- but I had a great time with it and it in no way diminished my desire to seek out everything else Hendry wrote. It also has a fantastically irrelevant frame story in which Jeannie Main spends three pages at the front of the book explaining that she's writing this text about her heroic childhood adventures because she's annoyed about Regency culture and hates all her grandchildren. Perfect, no notes.
skygiants: the Phantom of the Opera, reaching out (creeper of the opera)
I am extremely fortunate that several of my friends are a.) huge Dracula aficionados and b.) up on Spanish-language media, because otherwise I am unlikely to have heard of Y llegaron de noche [They Came At Night] and I ABSOLUTELY LOVED Y llegaron de noche [They Came At Night]. We binge-watched the first five episodes of seven last Saturday, convened an emergency hangout on Monday so that we could finish the rest, and all left swearing to buy the DVDs if/when they ever came available.

Y llegaron de noche is a sitcom set in 1930, shortly after the advent of the talkies had destroyed the easy option for internationally marketing Hollywood pictures. One of the ways that Hollywood decided to fix this was by shooting Spanish versions of English-language movies: in the case of Dracula, at least, literally on the same set, at night, after the English cast was done for the day, with the male actors trading off costumes. (The Spanish female actors got different costumes, because there was no Hayes Code in Latin America, so all their dresses could be a little sexier.)

Here's the trailer:



Which is great but also quite misleading, in that it makes it look like Carlos Villarias, Shakespearian actor of great talent and enormous ego, is the main character. He is not. The thing about this show is that it's really, deeply, an ensemble piece, a huge celebration of the collective art of moviemaking.

But also if there is a main character it's not Carlos, but Cecilia -- the highly competent middle-aged translator who gets hauled off her serious political gig to interpret between the extremely stressed producer who's been assigned this project (he speaks six languages! Spanish is not among them!) and the rest of the cast, and increasingly finds herself taking artistic ownership of the film. Almost everyone else in the show gets a romance; the show is four romances in a trenchcoat, but Cecelia's romance is with The Movies, which is exactly the sort of arc I love the most. I told this to [personal profile] genarti, and she said, 'yes, that's good, but what I love about Cecelia is THE BEST PROFESSIONAL REPRESENTATION FOR THE FIELD OF TRANSLATION AND INTERPRETATION I'VE SEEN IN A LONG TIME,' and it is true that is also a wonderful thing about Cecelia. I was happy every time she was on screen and fortunately this was quite a lot of the time, as most of the plots and half the romances can't move forward without her interpreting for them.

This is not to malign the four romances in a trenchcoat. They are also good and I did care about them! The most traditionally romantic is between anxious producer Kohner and his earnest and talented leading lady Lupita and it is a mark of how charming the cast is that I did not mind spending the time on this when the other romances are:

- aging star Carlos, despite constantly making passes at younger actresses, gradually starts to realize that his costar's grandmother is smoking hot
- Dr. Seward [English] and Dr. Seward [Spanish] pass romantical notes to each other through their shared suit jacket [note that in the 1930 film Dr. Seward is Mina's elderly father, so this is another real win for old man yaoi]
- vaudevillian and recovering alcoholic Pablo [playing Renfield] pines for Carmen [playing Lucia], who cannot reciprocate because she's never played a character who survived past page ten and she's determined to seduce SOMEBODY into letting doomed Lucia live until at LEAST page 15 ... which is also a plot that has strong potential to be boring on paper, but Pablo and Carmen are so unbelievably charming and the camera takes them seriously as real people with talent and ambitions. This is a great example of setting up sympathetic characters with opposing goals tbh. I also wanted Cecilia to have a plot for her movie that made sense, and I also wanted Carmen to get her fifteen more pages!

Other subplots include the lighting designer's constant attempts to make a film worthy of his German Expressionist inspirations; the director's constant attempts to flee from his creditors in the mob; the incredibly hard-working props manager's constant attempts to get enough bats, mice, and edible roaches to see them through filming; the whole cast's constant attempt to get their Argentinian romantic lead to stop paying attention to the football long enough to learn how to act; and, of course, Carlos' constant rivalry with his nemesis Bela Lugosi. Also there is a curse on the production and the costume manager is going to break it.

There are a couple things I didn't enjoy -- Carlos' attempts to seduce Lupita verge on harassment in the early episodes (though he knocks it off pretty soon) and we all sat there and grimaced through a deportation joke in the last episode -- but overall this may be my favorite show of the year. The first episode is available for free on YouTube if you feel inclined to check it out; if you do you should come back and talk to me about it!
skygiants: Mary Lennox from the Secret Garden opening the garden door (garden)
J.L. Carr's A Month in the Country is a short, lovely little book that I am finding/have found quite difficult to write about -- one of those books in which not very much happens except a person briefly living a life in a particular place at a particular time, and then leaving it again.

WWI veteran Tom Birkin arrives in a small English village, where his job is to restore a medieval mural, as part of the bequest left by an eccentric local notable: she's provided money to restore the mural, and money to locate the lost grave of one of her ancestors buried outside the churchyard, and so the local victor grimly arranges for this to happen despite his profound lack of enthusiasm for the inconvenience of it all.

On arrival Tom has little money and no connections, sleeping in the church belfry to save money. Over the course of his month in the country, he makes little of the former but much of the latter: with the fellow veteran who is working on the lost grave problem; with a local teenager who is fascinated by his work, and her friendly family; with the vicar's lonely wife; and with the medieval painter of the mural that he is uncovering. There's a lot of secondhand pleasure, for me, both in the specificities of Tom's voice and in the small, careful, detailed work that he's doing -- the day-to-day routine of the village, the particularities of the materials used to make the paint in the mural. It's a charming book, a bit wistful, often quite funny. It's a beautiful English summer. Tom is having a good time. Occasionally one can glimpse the world-devastating event that was WWI through the cracks in his narration. He daydreams about staying in the village, but he won't.

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